ME....

hm..last night was not a really good night...it was not like the nights before...maybe it was about my buddy and my self, my self and the internet connection and sure, my self within...

i did not know exactly since when it started...what i know exactly is i feel great just because it happened...i did what i wanted to do for you, i prayed and remembered your name in my pray, i was thinking of you day and night and i think it was more than enough, but miracle happened..Thank God, everything was really about Your timing and just beautiful at Your time and my time lastly...

maybe i was overloaded like someone said...but why? i guess it was because i scare and worry of losing, guessing the end of it...however, i am enjoying all moments, really enjoy...and my sister said, do not care much about the end of something, the most is inportant is the process...the moments and times...

i do know and understand deeply and truly of all...i should not overloaded in my life...just let it be and let it flows...but sometimes, i just could not stop it..maybe some of you guys as well, right? what a pity and poor girl i am...

~home sweet home~

I am back...to my hometown and guess, this is the first time after months I blog again...

wonder how my life was in these few months??? well...yes...so many things have happened; started from my college life after training, tough study life, complicated social life...everything actually happened for more than what has happened..tiring time...everyone is growing, learning along this time, included me...i guess i may be become wiser and much better in this time...do hope others are same as well...i just want and need to work and work a bit harder in my life, in all aspects of my life...

now, i am homed in Medan...so exciting to come back, but i am here now and i do not why i am not so excited with any outings...just keep and stay enjoy with times with my family...a bit bored but i do enjoy...do i miss and leave somehting there? is there anything here make me ill feel? or what, i am not sure...