Monday, March 30, 2009
7-Days Off
Since I went away from Rapid Penang, I broke up with the internet connection...Even my laptop, they both became unfriendly...My wireless was just suddenly OFF whenever I tried to switch it ON, blue screen came out and said "There is a dump crash", then my laptop would restarted again...and I did not understand what is on with my laptop...someone says would help me, hope so...
One week off, many things has happened...and now, it is the time to flash them back. It won't be exactly fresh from oven, but still...It's fresh in my mind...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
22.03.2009 - 11.08pm
But, when it comes time when that someone forget about you, it would be the saddest things, maybe...You would never expect someone to remember each things about you...What you like, what you wear, what your hobbies, interest, unless you are special to that particular person...
But, the truth is you are not...well, it is a sad thing, but could be having sometime with that particular person..it is really more than enough...even you would never feel enough, hoping to be with that particular person's side for longer or even forever...
Sometimes, it is the biggest honour to know some particular people...even only for a while...
if tomorrow or someday happens, you would never be with them again, the only most important thing amongst all you have to let them know is you are happy to knowing them, even only for a while...
Thursday, March 19, 2009
The Journey to Jurin Express - Japanese Restaurant
Busy to The End
Coming to an end, many tasks are still given to me, but what I most hate is asking for quotation on something, huh..Can you imagine, while you keep calling some companies, asking them to send in quotation and end up that you never order that particular things with them...The other is you have to wait for a quite sometimes whereby the others keep asking you, where is the quotation?...
however, now...quite lots of things to do...Now, I am busy to prepare CSR program for Rapid Penang - Kid's Day Out with orphans from Sinar Ceria, Budi and St. Joseph in this coming Saturday, March 21st 2009 and ma and friends are in charge on it...
I am not one who chose for which orphanage homes, but I do help in budgeting, buying, preparing, packing goodies bags for kids and press, preparing the press kit, press invitation and faxing...
Anyway, I will publish and let you guys see what we do on this coming Saturday...hihihihi...
This week I got lots things and however, I have finished the other program that given to me - Inter Department Bowlin Tournament in this coming April 8 2009 in Megamall Pinang, Seberang Jaya...We work in team and I am happy that I have done my part on updating and following up the player's teams from each department in Rapid Penang and end up that there will be 18 teams who play and shorlisted to 8 teams and finally, 3 winners ^.^
and now, I just want to finish all my duties and tasks given to me to my best before I'm leave and say goodbye to Rapid Penang Sdn. Bhd...and say hello to my short break...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Along The Way till I am in The Last Week in Rapid Penang...
"Hey, where is your training?"...
"Rapid Penang?"
"Huh? What is that?"
"Rapid Penang, bus company!"
"Oh, I see...! What wii you do? How does it come you are sent to there?"
(Smile)...
That was the reaction that I got before...Quite annoying that people keep asking you and give the same reaction...
Well, actually, my lecturer offered me to go to Kurnia Insurance, Kuala Lumpur. I felt so proud to get the offer from the head of School of Communication in my college...But, after deep consideration on the living cost (rental, food others) , the environment in Kuala Lumpur which are far from one place to one place, too crowded and safety concern from others, then I decided to settle in Penang...
It was quite sometimes for me to get a place here, I was so interested in Rasa Sayang Hotel (6-stars international hotel), but it was too far as for me that didn't have any transport, then I tried to propose on E & O (unfortunately, I was too late, two of my friends have been accepted) and last, I gave it to my lecturer to decide...Even I was scared that it could be a wrong chooice, but I tried to convince my self,
"No matter, I'm going to be sent, I believe, it would be a great and the best choice for me. I have to put faith in my lecturer, she should know what the best for me!"
That was how I got the offer to be sent to Rapid Penang...
I still remembered the first day I worked, wearing the formal suit and high heels, walking alone to the bus station before it was at 7 o'clock (it was quite scary actually, but no choice =[ )...The, I had to wait once I was in front of the gate...Luckily, my friend brought me to the place before...Thank you so much man!!!=)
then, once the HR staff came, finally...me and other friend got into the waiting room and thank God for giving me a chance to sit after pain with the high heels, then I said to my self I won't ever wear high heels without bringing a slipper to change, or I have to choose an open air high heels with holes everywhere (hahahaha) and now, that is the best choice ever, I don't need to feel that pain anymore...(I wonder, some woman are so great to stand on it...hm....or my shoes is too cheap, but it isn't cheap or I am too stupid to stand on it?)
Briefing for us was started on that morning in the meeting room, we got the letter on what the work was going to be...All those kinds of letter! So happy that I first saw "allowance", "Thank you!"
Then, the days started...
First day, second day, third days... I felt good with all the tasks, busy days, working over time and start judging that working is fun and great, because I really can't wait to get into thereal world of working life, but yeah...the climax came, I start to feel, it steals my time, tiring unfair and some feelings that most of workers would feel...The great part is they don't treat me as a trainee, but staff and here comes the worst part, it seems the works all are given to you, hahahaha..
Be honest, compared to my others friends in the same place and in other places, I am dare to say that I learn a lot of things, I have been in good times and bad times of orking life, how the real world of working looks like, what and how we should act and do in this particular place where sometimes things are too real, too pretending and too fake at the time...
I won't write each details of things here, but now...I have been in the last week of my time in Rapid Penang...All of kinds of feelings appeals to me and others, all are mixed...Sad, hate, unfair, complaint, fun, busy, tiredness...I just want to finish my works soon and get back to my world of life, but at the same time, it is the time to leave...Yup, It is hard for me to eave here as well after joining them for almost 3 months, having bad time and laughter together, gossiping...
Thank you so much guys for everything, the bad and the good one, I learn something, always...
Flashing back to my decision to be here, I do not regret...It just has showed me, how tough, how good, how tiring working life are, no matter where and what we do, I think, the most important part are interest in what you are doing, how the surroundings and people are,
it is not only about how good or bad the situation will be or how the atmosphere looks like and felt,
ALL ARE GO BACK TO US AND ME, how I and you are going to change them, how we think and have a mindset on it...
Yet, don't judge the book by the cover, but read it by the times, get into it as you live with it, as you live in it, realize what the role is you are playing and how others there, nevertheless, each of us plays an important role inside...
Monday, March 16, 2009
Meeting to working on Sat. & Sunday in PISA...
Started from Saturday,
I had canai and "Roti Bakar" with my colleague near somewhere in Penang Road (don't think so it is in Penang Rd.) before I started my Toastmaster Club meeting at 10pm, as well before opening a booth in PTPL's Open Day...and both my meeting and working took place in the same place, that's what the best thing where I didn't to go somewhere else, but the most even best is we went back before the time we set at 4 o'clock, hahaha...
A bit about my club meeting, I was the table topic master and I was glad and happy that everyone seemed fun during my session. because I made it different, I was not giving away topic for them to talk, but they chose it for themselves...All words given were titles of movies which have been showed, now showing and coming to show...What they had to do was strting the 2 minutes speech with the given word, some were stucked. It totally gave you no idea what to talk about, but all tried and it was great...
For next meeting, I am going to do my CC #6 (Vocal Variety) and be the General Evaluator...Good luck Leny!!!
Back to the time after meeting, I joined my team in the booth, but hard to say that no sales because the number of the visitors were not like what us imagined and tried to picture...So that was why, we decided to go back, but my day haven't ended yet...
I went to PISA to have my part time work in iFoodex in PISA (Penang International Sport Arena), doing sampling for Abbott Lab (M) Sdn. Bhd.,(thank you Mr. Eric, Abbott and teams)..It was great experience, I was blending Pediasure and Ensure fro children and adults to try...Testing the very sweet milk for many times, ishhhhhhhhhhh....Disgusting, it was too sweet, then we blended it again to make it tasted nice and it was kinda of being expert after sometimes...hahaha...
I worked there for two days and lots of things happened...A lots of kinds of people were there, with a huge varieties of characteristics, nations and ethnics...Good and bad times were there, as well as for the funny times, tiring moments...All were there...Too much things were questioning me with the 5W+1H, I was wondering on them...How could it be n this and that, like this and like that? Well, I can't mention it one by one, as I am having my headache now, really not feeling well and it makes me can't think and write well...
We were in teams of ten maybe, 3 who were doing the free counselling, me and some aunties doing sampling and it was untill 10 o'clock when I reached home...what a tiring Satur-day!!!
But, for Sunday...I was getting to joy of it...I enjoyed the moments, blending the milks, giving thousands of samples away for children to taste how nice the milk is...Yes, nice when it was not too sweet for sure...
I was having time to go around as well, so man things were there...I bought quite lots of things, Eco Brown rice (2 packs), candy, and 3 packs of cooking herbs, hihihi...
We finished lately at nite on Sunday compared to Saturday, because we have to clean and pack all the things...and you knew what, we went for supper...We had tasty, special and cheap Char Keow Teow and satai near PISA , wuihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...so nice!!!
And it was 11.30 when I reached home and so tiring and even tiring when I was thinking, "I have to work tomorrow morning again! huh..."
anyway, personally...I enjoyed these two days, I have done my best to this sampling job!=)
Friday, March 13, 2009
Believe it or not, these most are true...(Taken from FB ~ AiMei Lawrence Xie)
- Individu yang amat sukar untuk jatuh cinta.
- Selalu memendam perasaan terhadap individu yang dicintai.
- Sukar dan malu dalam meluahkan isi hati.
- Sentiasa ingin diberi perhatian.
- Amat cemburu dalam perhubungan.
- Kesetiaan teguh terhadap pasangannya.
- Emosi cepat terusik dan mudah terluka.
- Sentiasa menjaga hati pasangan dan pandai memujuk.
- Romantik dan terlalu romantik.
- Sukar melupakan pasangan walaupun dilukai.
- Sukar berlaku curang dan amat menyayangi pasangan.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/note.php?note_id=150888605416&ref=nf
(Karakter Cinta Berdasarkan Bulan Kelahiran)
We Will Not Go Down (Song for Gaza) by Michael Heart

Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
We will not go down
Murdered and massacred night after night
But their powerless words were in vain
We will not go down
http://www.michaelheart.com/Song_for_Gaza.html
This is a very nice song...
So touching...
Thank you Michael...
Let's pray together,
for Gaza, for them,(Please stop it!!!)
For us, for our earth...
Let the peace here,
with us,
now, today,
tomorrow,
and forever...
Thursday, March 12, 2009
5.27pm (12/3/09)
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Is it really me?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
4.43pm
In my desk in the corner of the workplace,
I can't stop thinking...
"Why did some things happen without giving me a chance to say good bye?"
"Why did things happen when I'm not ready yet?"
"Why did things happen when I just recover?"
"Why did things happen when I guessed it isn't the right time?"
"Why did things happen unpredictable?"
"Why did things and people come, go and even die?"
"Why do the questions of WHY OF MANY THINGS get my mind full?"
Am I being too worry???
I don't know...I think I'd better to stop thinking, at least a while...
4.32 on March 12 2009
Miss you Mommy!
yesterday,
while I was listening to the musics of "OUR SONGS", Michael Heart's (songs for Gaza) in the middle of rain drops...
I extremely miss you so much Mom!! How are you there? I miss you so much...I realize my mouth and my lips should be too clumsy to call Mum right now...and
I thought nothing, my eyes were in tears,
just took out my hp and texted you to simply ask about your Mom...
because I miss her so much!
I'm not wholly branded....
my collegue's brother told her two days ago...that his friend who work in the same place with him, asked him about me...
"Hey, what do know Leny? What do you think about her?"
"Well, she is okay, nice and friendly. She is close with my sister and our family! Why?"
"No! She always says that she wants to shop cheap things, but do you realize that she is full covered with branded things? Guess bag, Esprit shoulder bag, Converse...She has all it!"
"Hey, it's common! My sister who are student as well has that kind of things!"
then, it came to me and shocked me...
Suprisingly, I never notice and realize that others will notice me from up to down, down to top...I'm not saying that I don't have those kinds of things, some for YES...not all of them are branded...OH GOSH!!! I haven't in that stage yet...Having and using all things which are branded and expensive...I just have what I think it's reasonable and comparable for me to purchase and to use...Personally, for me, in my opinion, in my point of view, I think and sure I will purchase something that I think it's worth with the amount I should pay, included the quality, the satisfaction and the durability...I won't doubt to purchase them if I am able to make the purchase and it's affordable...
Luckily, thank God and thank them who gave me such a branded things as a gift...Honestly, I never purchase any bags...All are from my families...I feel good that I don't need to spend any money on bags (Even now, I am addicted to buy multifunction bag, I haven't seen it anywhere how its model looks like, or I have seen them, but it's really hard for me to make decision because I don't know it would like nice on me or not, because I never do my own purchase on bags, hahaha)...I don't spend much money on jeans, sport shoes as well..I'm so gifted with them...One more things, I never doubt to be gifted with them, because I believe the tastes of the giver...I always look great with them...
As I noticed as well, especially in Malaysia and Singapore, there are a huge number of people who are buying branded things...First, it's because so many markets which sell the imitation one (There are "class" for them..Class I, II, III and so on)...Second, they have the ability to make a purchase on them and lastly, it's common man, because there are twice or more a year where are the saving sales and saving shopping nationwide happen...
For your information, sales in Malaysia (nationwide) is coming up on this July...^.^
So guys, please...Is it so important someone is fully covered by branded things or not? Is it a must to notice someone from up to down? Do you feel good while you are fully covered with branded things? Is it forbidden to puchase those things in your own? Do you realize sometime we are being too care with others? Well, all go back to you...
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Is it hard to clap hands?
well, from the start to the end of the mini celebration,
I have to say that I'm so sad why all staffs have to be kinda of begged to just get closer to each other? What things that make the staffs hard to clap their hands which actually we are sharing, being happy with others? WHY???
It doesn't only happen here, almost everywhere, especially for this kind of easy or simple things (clapping hands, throwing rubbish to the dustbin, even smile)...People are being too careless of surroundings!!! I wonder, have they been careless of themselves as well?
hm...however, please don't expect others to do this kind of simple, easy things that make you happy, if you alone never do it for others! Sometimes something is too easy to said and even to do, but not all people are able to do that for easy...
Economy Crisis - What could we do?
and again, after 12 years,
In the year of 2009,
the whole economic is in crisis again...and this time is worse than before...The economic is melting down globally...It is a recession???
It seems only yesterday, everything seemed good, nothing was going wrong...The economic was just warming up to get better and stabil...The global trade is doing so good, many parties are selling and buying...The circulation of money was okay...But now...Look at what happened around us!
Companies are doing sect on the employeers, some are cutting their spending power on advertisements, or any other uneccesary cost...Some even are cutting down the employeers salary...The economic crisis has been affected the whole world, no matter where we are, what we are doing, who we are and each of aspects of human life...and as predicted, it will getting worse by the time goes by!
As I heard, I'm not sure as well, the world need 400 trillion US America CASH to get back the economic stability...well..if it is, how do we get this much of money?
Some cases and people, let me think, where all the money goes? Are the banks keeping them now and on the climax, they will give out some loans with a high interest? Anyone in back of the scene now and set this up? No one knows...
Just wish it will get better and we could have a better living as well...
March 10th 2009
well...it's simple and straight forward, I don't have internet connection at home, if yes...I might be just lucky to be able to 'steal' my college's wireless which is located exactly in front of the place I stay...Sometimes, thinking that it's okay not to have internet connection at home, but sometimes, huh...it's be better to have it at home....hahaha...
yesterday,
just the same, I was in Rapid Penang's office, doing some phone callings to get quotation on the advertisement slots...and until the time I am writing, I haven't got it yet...huhhh...please you come and come, let me finish it...!!!
then,
I was busy as well for today's March Babies Celebration...preparing the cards, make sure that everyone has their writting on it, connfirmed the F & B with Kak Min which was over budget while I knew it and damn...the manager said, " I thought you order the same F & B with Kak Adline...!"...Well, she said to me to find Kak Min...
anyway, I am in diet tightly from yesterday on, hahaha..wish me losing some weights!!! hohohoho...
and the CCD power session was on yesterday and it took more than 2 hours to discuss on upcoming events and current projects and I realize my time here ends soon by March 21st 2009...I can't say this is too tiring or boring, because some are fun, and take me into challenges...a bit hard and sad to leave, and happy at the same time, hihihihi...slightly come to my mind to extend it till the end of March but if only I'm going to S'pore, hahha...
I went back at 6.30pm because I was waiting for my friend, find my home such a "hmm..." place and I couldn't online as well because my wireless was OFF and I didn't know how to get it ON...
I just spent my night with "our songs"...Nice songs of us!!! Thank you dear, by it, you make me miss our time so...When will we go for singing and recordning again???
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
6 - 9 0f March 2009
I spent my three days with you and your beloved family and by the time I am writing, you are in plane, waiting it to take off and back to Medan. When will you come back again?...
For sure, I couldn't write one by one what we have done within this three days...We had breakfast, lunch and dinner together...I just felt like home with my family. Thank you Not, Auntie and Uncle...!!! We took picture wherever we were like grazy before sleeping, no matter we were till we got scolded in MNG, hahaha...We were hand in hand, so close and romantic...I guesses the guys in hair saloon (Queensbay Mall) were thinking that we were abnormal, hahaha...We shopped, chose what fit your Mum...We ate all day long...I'm sure I will get fatter if you prolong your stay here, hahahaha..but, i hope it so much...
We had movie, and somekind of 'dating', hihihi..
By the time I post this, you will be in Medan...When will you be back again??? No matter how miles we are apart, you still the best part and the best gift of my life..I gonna miss you so much and it ain't easy for me to get someone like you...
Not,
now, tomorrow and forever we both will be in the ship of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P...forever till the end of time...With lots of loves, hugs, and kisses only for you, I miss you ^.^
6/3/09

Thursday, March 5, 2009
What is this?
nope, I shouldn't I guess...
I should not spread up my wings again...how about if i truly fall down???
it gonna hurt me badly or deeper maybe...
anyway, thank you...hope it will stay stay stay a lil' while...
My mood is on...
thank you for my laptop, gardenia bread, ricolla, hahahaha...being together with me...and you know what, my besties are here tomorrow and i can't wait to see her and date her for sure...I want to sideline all things I could sideline...I'M YOURS DEAR!!!
hey,
tonite one more nice dinner with my others besties (porridge + "Water chicken"), nice, full, tasty but...I felt guilty...(coz im on diet!!!)HUHUHUHUHU....
now, while i'm writing, i'm in Coffee Island...hihihihi...but one, the mango juice isnt a real juice, we also had chatting on movie, girls (you my besties), friends, whatever can be a topic and we are in, hihihihihi...
and tomorrow, im not working, HURRAY!!! hahaha..i have things to settle in my college and yeah....maybe im going to date my besties with her mum, or maybe shopping or maybe anything, hahahaha...
well, that's all...let you know tomorrow what things are on, okay?
good night and im getting sleepy by the time now...sweet dreams for everyone ^.^
Taylor Swift & Colbie Caillat ~ Breathe
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
Without you, but I have to
And we know it's never simple, never easy
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Well,
My 4th on March 2009
I spent my night with TELL Magazine and my "ong lai pia and almond crackers" and it will gone soon...It was the first time I read TELL, I just grabbed it from my friend...Kok Kee, Thank you!!! I'm not going to write what it is about NOW...maybe next time for sure...


Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Ntah apa apa az!!!
ga ditempat kerja yang cukup membosankan, ga dirumah yg menyengsarakan..huhuhuhuhu...where do I belong to then? hahaha...
aku uda brusaha enjoy....saking kuat daya dan tenaga, aku cape dan muak...I wanna have a break...
Break ku mpir datang, tp geramnya diriku ma pihak college...Uang tabungan untuk holiday plan aku mesti diserahin ke mereka yg ga menentu, huhuhuhuhuhu...asuransi katanya...(asuransi apaan? ga ngers terlindungi pun...huh)
belakangan ini, aku tension abizzz...(kpn bizz nya Tuhan? Tolong la aku melalui ini dengan penuh keikhlasan, kekuatan dan ketabahan, dan yg paling penting kesukacitaan)...Aminnn!
Happy B'day Mr. Eric!!!!
yuppp..nothing much to share about my working...All just the same as usual, but so happy that some assignments has finished, hihihi..but, another new tasks are in hands now...
hey, yesterday, me and my team went to SMK Permatang Tok Jaya, Sekolah Model Khas in Penang...well...nice school with all its facilities and newly facilities in development...The school also provide an education for "anak-anak terencat akal"...Let's the pic...!
They are just so sweet children and I realize, "Thank God for what and who I am now! I'm just so lucky! Too lucky!"

I went back to office at two and slept again on the way back, hahaha..I'm Leny Lena!!!
and once, I got back, well...another assignment was done, HUrraayyyY!!! and I was enjoying my sleepy moment in front of my dear laptop while I was also waiting for the time o go back...
Guess what I did once get back to home???
I bathed, had yogurt and sleep again for tonight...hihihi..Below is a part of my room..It's messy!!!



and I still had time to take picture of my messy room while I was waiting for my friends to pick me up to have dinner with The Man of The Day and I wa having those biscuits from mr. Eric (Thankz lot! I love ong lai pia so much, SO TASTY, and the almons crackers as well), hehehehe...

Again, after great, tasty and delicious in somewhere next to New World Park, we went to Old Town to have drinks with others who just joint us after their church meeting...and we had a Rum Tiramisu from Jenni's Homemade Cake Shop for "Mr. Eric: The B'day Man!"...
"Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you..Happy birthday to Eric, happy birthday to you!"
and I was homed at 11.30pm, huhhhhhhh..Sad!!! TOO LATE!!!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
My Yesterday (March 2 2009)
I love this X'mas Tree ^.^
I like his house, simple and nice under that colors of lampsss...Wuhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ^_^
WWF Earth Hour Penang - "Let's Off The Light!"
Association of Tourism Attractions (ATAP), Penang who chaired this first campaign in Penang together with WWF and Nukleus and some others organizations involved, such as SEGI College, Tropical Spice Garden, Impact Management, PPB Hartabina Sdn. Bhd., Penang Butterfly Farm, Queensbay Mall, Danai Spa, Komtar Scenic View, Lone Pine Hotel, Matta, Rapid Penang and Island Plaza urge Penangites to participate in this campaign on that particular day ONLY by switching off the light for ONLY one hour or any non-essential lights and electrical appliances for one hour to raise awareness towards the need to take action on climate change.
each badge only for RM 1.00 (Cheap right?^.^)
In year 2009, Earth Hour has been transformed into bigger global election and its going to make te first time in history, no matter who you are, from different races, ages, nationalities, background, WE"RE GOING TO STAND IN LINE to VOTE EARTH by switching off your light for 1 hour on 28th of March from 8.30 pm to 9.30 pm.
I'm so sorry guys, I can't upload the video due to some problems!!! Just check it out!!! ^.^











































